[ it's odd to have her years as known as they've become on this ship, to admit to them even if the exact number is as lost to time as the rest of the earliest pieces of her life. there's a strange solace that comes alongside admitting it each instance though, like a tiny bit of weight is shed. ]
I don't mind. [ it's a comfort in itself to have natasha offer, knowing her usual modus operandi is to leave. the bigger surprise is that andy finds she wants her to stay too, usually preferring to fuck and run when she gets in these moods. ]
[ but there is nowhere to run here, and natasha is warm. at least she can feel a little human instead of soldier for a while. ]
It's... good to feel like I don't have to be a shield right now.
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I don't mind. [ it's a comfort in itself to have natasha offer, knowing her usual modus operandi is to leave. the bigger surprise is that andy finds she wants her to stay too, usually preferring to fuck and run when she gets in these moods. ]
[ but there is nowhere to run here, and natasha is warm. at least she can feel a little human instead of soldier for a while. ]
It's... good to feel like I don't have to be a shield right now.